why do i blogger?

i really don't know why i even bother blogging at all, but sometimes i just feel better after the updating process. things have been hard, i'm not going to lie, but i won't let it steal my sunshine. i may not appear to be cheery round the clock, but i've really been trying to keep my chin up. everything will be fine, somehow.
i live in a house now. we have a love/hate relationship, the house and i. its going to be a long time before its how i'd like it to be, but really look forward to the process. i've always fancied myself d-i-y. its going to be a long process. i'm pretty stoked. as annie would say, "i think am gonna like it here!"
school starts in two weeks. like real school. kindergarten. blow me down. we still need school supplies and some new threads and i'd really like to take a few practice walks to the grounds. i'm a pta mom. new level of old. mind boggling. brennan hasn't sounded too concerned about starting school, he's always been pretty popular. but that was preschool. so many concerns and that's why i'm a pta mom. i will be involved in my son's education. besides, pta mom's help work in the library and i known to be quite fond of alphabetizing. whole other chapter we about to embark on, with mixed emotions.
still want a dog. got this great backyard for a dog. still have too many cats.
guess that's it when leaving out parts and being vague.